Monday, December 10, 2012

Night of the Unexpected Guest

Neither rap or tap I heard at my door
Nor the squawk of a 'Nevermore'
Yet I felt compelled earlier this night of nights
To open the door and turn on the lights
I stepped out on the porch, into the cold
And plugged in the Christmas lights, all red and gold
Yet when I turned to go back inside
I discovered quite a sight to abide
My husband was waving his arms in the air
As a little wild bird flew here and there
It's wings fluttered in an anxious blur
I suppose it was just as surprised as we were
My cats were excited and leapt about
As we chased the bird, "get it out, out, out!"
The cats meowed and pawed at the poor bird
My husband chased it with a cloth, looking absurd
From room to room we all stumbled
Into walls, over furniture, like fools we bumbled
Till finally, at last, we shut it up in the bath
I couldn't help but to laugh and laugh
With care, my love scooped it up with his hand
And I took a closer look at our little friend
Such a lovely bird, but such a tiny thing
This fellow made us crazier than a circus ring
Out the door, we quickly bid farewell to him
And firmly shut the front door again.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

"Fairy Blood"

Six white horses and six black horses are the only company I have on my island. I am the seventh child of my parents, the King and Queen of the Green Mountains. I am also the youngest, and perhaps unluckiest. I think fate had plans for me before I was born. I was different, from the beginning. My three sisters had golden-hair like my mother. My three brothers were the image of the King. All their children have the King's warm brown eyes, except for me. My hair is a mass of red curls spilling down my back, and my eyes are bright green... like mother's. Apparently mother and I share a drop of fairy blood from our ancestors. It is that little magical drop that has brought me to this island. It may also be that my fairy blood will save me. For some reason, it is stronger in my veins than in my mother. She said I look just like her grandmother, but never told me about the fairy from who we descended. She didn't like to speak of magic and fairies.
I was fourteen years old when the Witch came. Tales told of a very ugly witch living in a valley beneath our mountains. We thought it was just a story to frighten us children.

It was my birthday when she came to the castle door and demanded audience with the royal family. My father didn't believe in witches, and he was known to given everyone a fair chance. She hobbled into the throne room, and I felt a warning prickle in my fingers. I always had these prickles just before something bad was going to happen, like the time when I was ten years old and fell out of a tree. My brothers had dared me to climb it. Thankfully, I only sprained my ankles. But I had cold prickles in my fingers just before I climbed. I never told anyone about my little 'gift.'

The Witch certainly didn't look like a threat. Her hair was white, and braided down her right shoulder. Her face sagged in layers of wrinkles. She was hunchbacked, and had to crane her head backwards to see anyone's face. When she tried to smile at us, I counted four teeth in her mouth. Nevertheless, my fingers were full of prickles, and they were slowing creeping up my arms. I hugged myself, trying to get it to stop.
"Your majesty..." Wheezed the hag, as she swept what I think was a bow to my father. "I have heard tale of your lovely family and I come bringing gifts for your children, to honor them." I saw my sisters' eyes light up. They loved pretty baubles and gifts. The Witch pulled a long black box out of her sleeve. I always wondered how she managed to hide it there without it falling out. "Seven fine rings for the children of the King." Hummed the Witch, and she lifted the box lid. The first three rings I noticed were very delicate--adorned with three, perfect white pearls. My sisters sighed with longing immediately. The next three were black, thick bands of onyx, with carvings of dragons. I saw my brothers perk with a little interest. Yet it was the seventh ring that drew me from my seat. It was a ring carved from a small white and brown conch shell. I ached to see the ocean, ever since I heard tales of it in Court when I was little. I spent hours in the library staring at drawings of waves, fish, and seashells.

"Princess Naida," My father cleared his throat. I suddenly realized I was standing and moving toward the Witch. Her black eyes were locked on me in a way that made prickles in my hands dance throughout my whole body. I blushed, and tried to step back to my chair. The Witch grinned widely at me. "No, no, please come take. Granny Gullveig knows what you wish." She picked up the conch ring with her gnarled fingers and held it out to me. "Take. I see you want it, child."

My legs were shaking. The warnings in my veins thrummed danger, danger, danger. But the Witch was right, I did want that ring. It was calling to me. I looked to my mother for approval. She nodded her head graciously, so I stepped forward and reached for the ring. The Witch's eyes were boring into me, as if looking for something unseen. I extended my left hand, and she gently set the ring in my palm. "I see your magic, child." She whispered so that only I could hear. Her smile widened, and once again I found myself counting her four lonely teeth. What could that mean? Her words were puzzling, and I decided she was not sane. "Thank you, madam." I said loudly for my parents' benefit and quickly fled to my chair with my prize. I had what I wanted, so I didn't pay attention as my other siblings were called up, one by one, to reciever their rings. I was lost in the mystery of my shell ring, and I could almost imagine hearing the ocean when I held it to my ear. My sisters and brothers had put on their rings, and they were examining each other's.

"Thank you for your kindness." I barely heard my mother say. "Is there anything we may do for you in return?"

"Yes," Said the Witch. I was slowly slipping the seashell ring over the middle finger of my right hand. The fit was just right! "...I ask for only one thing." Suddenly the old woman straightened her spine with several gruesome cracks, and stood twice as tall as she did before. Her wrinkles smoothed and her hands were soft, graceful. The features of a young woman took the place of the hag who had been standing before us a moment ago. She smiled, and I noticed her mouth was full of perfect, white teeth.  And then when she spoke again, her voice was music, "I want your youngest child, Princess Naida."

The ring tightened around my finger, never to be removed again.

~"Fairy Blood" ~now on Wattpad. http://www.wattpad.com/story/1273335-fairy-blood

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Bright, Blue Day

Once upon a bright, blue day
There was...


The rush of the ocean towards the shore
The hush of my frantic heart in my chest
The flush in my cheeks from the cool wind
The squish-squash of sand beneath my feet


As I walked along the seashore
That bright, blue day.

Monday, April 9, 2012

Happy 25th Birthday to... me

This day commemorates twenty-five years since my day of birth. Yay?

It was a quiet day. I barely felt the first quarter of my century tick by. It went with a whisper, just a thought. There wasn't much fuss or trinkets or trifles or nonsense. It was just the kind of day you walk around your yard, admire the blue sky, and be happy for all the good things that have happened in life so far. I have shed oceans of tears, and laughed to the stars. I have felt excruciating physical/emotional pain, and I have known the dearest of joys. I have lost dear ones, and I have gained new ones. I have struggled through troubles (sometimes wrought of my own doing), and I am greatly blessed. I have the bestest of friends, beloved family, a good career, a lovely home, and the most wonderful husband. I am happy. I am so very happy.

I wonder... what will happen in the next quarter of hopefully a long life time? I want to see more, hear more, touch more, and know more. I want the adventures, good and bad, and the memories to cherish. It is going to be good, I can just feel it. Yes, indeed! A toast to you, to me, to all of us, dear reader. The glass is full and overflowing with possibilities. 

Cheers.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Rise

There was only silence, until I heard You calling. 
There was death, until You called my name. 
Your goodness unraveled me, and rolled the stone away from the door of my heart. 
Oh, the light. 
Light is flooding in around me, and into every part of me.
 I breathe deep, deep into my soul. 
Every fear is chased out of hiding. 
The dark withers away. 
I stand, weak and marveling in Your presence. 
The hand of mercy beckons me from my grave. 
I touch the scars, and find them beautiful.

It is Grace that has awakened me, and restored me, and called me to life.

When You rose, Lord, my heart followed. I am forever Yours.

Happy Easter.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

The Novelty of a Headache

It has been a while that I could write without flowery words and fanciful phrases. Maybe a headache is a revolutionary tool of nature to extract wholesome honesty from our minds. When we cannot conjure up anything else because of the pulsing pain in our skulls, we speak plainly and truthfully. It is a novel invention, now that I think about it. It is also a tricky thing to manage. I could be quite grumpy right now. I could yell at my cat for sitting on my table again, especially since my table has a white tablecloth and he is a black cat. I could collapse dramatically on the couch in a swoon and cradle my head, while moaning about the ache in my head. I could refuse to do anything useful tonight. I could end my entry right here, just to be snarky. Darn you spellcheck, snarky is an actual word! Ah yes, I could argue with my computer over that and ignore the blasted red squiggle it places under the word. Snarky. Snarky. Snarky. Look it up. Oh dear, there is the grumpiness again. Yes, a headache is something tricky to juggle. It can quickly become an evil weapon of mass destruction.

Or I can use it for the perspective. My feet are on the ground. My shoes are still on. Huh, I just noticed that. When did I put them on? I think it was when I was sitting on the porch this evening, admiring the nip and chill of a rainy April day. I had a blanket in my lap, and I was contemplating the future. I will be a quarter of a century old in several days. A week after that, my husband and I will celebrate our 1st wedding anniversary. This will be quickly followed by my husband's birthday, and then the grand finale of a road trip.

I feel fuzzy after writing all that. I just stared at my blue walls for a full minute till my cat butted his head into my nose. This does not help my headache. He is such a considerate animal, wouldn't you agree? I think I had a point with this entry. And yet, I didn't. Maybe the point is that I have no point. I have no direction, no aim to entertain you with stories or clever phrases. In fact, I question your sanity if you are still reading this. Why are you? Have you asked yourself that?

Night has fallen. My husband will be home soon. A buffet of cookies are waiting for him, because I felt the need to bake. The windows are open. I feel a breeze. My cat looks impatient with me every time I shift in my chair. He is waiting to be fed, I suspect. And to show his annoyance with my delay, he is prowling the top of my clean white tablecloth, over and over again. I suppose I deserve that. I haven't given him enough attention today--spoiled animal.

I don't feel connected to anything right now. Nor anyone. The headache has cut me off to everything but myself. It is a selfish ailment, I see. Well, that's that. Nothing else can be done. I'll give into it.


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Hmph. And that was my cat walking across my keyboard, "accidentally" hitting the power button my laptop, and finally forcing me to shove his fat body off the table with a frustrated yell. As I waited for the computer to restart, I kicked off my shoes, moved the living room, and decided that this is where the post will end.

My cat is now sitting on the chair arm staring at me with large, liquid gold eyes. How can he look so innocent and so mischievous all at the same time? 

Oy. I have a headache.

Friday, March 30, 2012

Fairy Carriages

Iris, you are a fairy flower! The little folk sit inside your purple carriage, and wait for the moon to rise. Then, comes the silver dragonflies with their golden harnesses jingling softly in the night. They sweep away the purple carriages, right off the stem tops, and whisk away the excited little passengers to the Fairy Midnight Ball. The Iris carriages arrive, and are met by white mice standing on their hind legs. They elegantly open the petal doors for their guests. The fairy folk inside have cast off their green sleeping robes, and put on shining gowns and coats of moonlight. Their wings are bright, fluttering with anticipation as they enter the Magic Meadow. See, there are Ladies courted by dashing Faerie-men, tiny children laughing together under the mayflowers, and vested hummingbirds balancing trays of nectar and treats upon their long beaks. The Lark is singing her lovely, haunting songs. The Cricket commands the orchestra. The Fireflies hover around the meadow, humming along. Such musical delight! The little folk dance away the night, spinning through the air, till the East grows light. Alas, it all ends too soon. The mice open the carriages once more for their guests, and the dragonflies sweep them away in the early dawn. They return the flowers to their stems and gardens, before we even know that they were gone.